Don’t you just hate…

This is how school makes me feel:

Don’t you just hate the day, hell even the week, before an exam.

You know you should be reading but you just can’t find the willpower to pick up your book and start.

Eveything else looks so much funner: your computer, cooking, cleaning, sleeping, partying, blogging.

Today is St. Patrick’s day and I don’t even get to celebrate because of my exam tomorrow.

Fuck whoever thought March 18 was a good day to have a database exam.



You know something was lost in translation when you go to the doctors because you are having weird nerve sensations in your hands and feet, and the doctor prescribes you a laxative.

Really mister?

You’re horrible! Horrible!

Why do people have to be so horrible sometimes?

Can’t you ever just have a normal conversation?

I know that people think life is all about looking out for yourself and fuck everyone else, but its really not.

Sometimes you have to look at the bigger picture, and realize your actions effect other people.

Stop being so fucking selfish, would you?

Preaching the word of God… Really?

When I think about the Phelps family in Kansas there are a few choice words that come to mind…

Mentally Unstable

That people can so blindly hate other people is something I will never understand. And the fact that they teach this to their kids is beyond comprehension. If they hate America so bad, they should leave. If they think the rest of this world is condemned and want nothing to do with them, then stay the fuck away from society. Go back to your house, start your own little farm and leave everyone else the fuck alone. They need to show a little respect or remorse for people who have died, instead of saying it brings them pleasure. Never in my 20 years of living have I ever had the displeasure of learning about people who were that horrible. Watch this video (sorry its only the link) and you might understand where I am coming from.


Everything fails.

Me and my cousin spent hours planning our epic euro adventure.

Had everything planned out, dotted our i’s and crossed our t’s.

Then we tried to order our interrail passes.

That’s when we found out that my cousin can’t have one.

She doesn’t live in europe so she doesn’t qualify.

And it would take 5 days for the american version of the pass to be mailed here.

Really God, what have we done to deserve this?

We have now decided to take a cruise instead.

If that falls through I don’t know what we’re going to do.

We are totally saving our plans though so that the next time she visits we can do it.

It really would be an epic adventure… we’ll do it one day.




I’m supposed to be making a program right now, but I have one line of coding I can’t get to work.



My pride is stopping me from asking my professor for help.

“Come on, kid. Get your head out of you ass and get it done.”

That’s what I keep telling myself.

It doesn’t help.

Pretty soon I’ll be bald from all this stress-related-hair-pulling.

Joe Stack: Plane Crash Suicide.

This whole event pisses me off to no extent. I don’t understand why people do stuff like that. To me suicide is one of the most selfish things a person can do, but I understand that some people feel trapped in their lives and think thats the only solution (I don’t agree, but some people do). The suicide itsself doesn’t piss me off, its the people who insist on taking other people with them on their way out of this world. If you want to end your life, its all fine and dandy, but don’t take the lives of other people while you’re at it. Joe Stack was apparently at a bad place in his life and pissed at the IRS. His solution was to crash a plane into the IRS building in Austin, Texas while there was about 200 employees inside. 13 people were injured, 2 people died ad did Joe Stack. In other words 2 people who needn’t have died, and 13 people who shouldn’t have been hurt.  It’s things like this that are so atrocious that I wish he didn’t die so that he could be punished. But I guess all we can do is be thankful that more people weren’t injured or killed.

Lets talk shit

It is amazing how very thin my apartment walls are. Because of this, I had the pleasure of listening to some entertaining shit while I was eating dinner this evening. Namely, one of my roommates talking shit about me. Now, most people would want to know why that is so entertaining…. well let me tell you. This is the roommate who I once asked why she was mad at one of our mutual friends and her reply was “I don’t know, but I know its a good reason.” This is the same roommate who flat out said that she was going to be mad at our other roommate for at least a week because of a text misunderstanding. This is the roommate who is mad at me because she cleaned the most of the apartment, but I didn’t help….. because I was at school. I get that you don’t like confronting people, but nothing is gonna get solved if you don’t tell me you’re mad. There is answer to all this… its talking.

I realize that not everyone is able to live together, no matter if they were friends before or not. I just hope that these roommate fights we have don’t effect the friendship.

UPDATE: We’ve spent a good time talking out this shit, and it turns out most of what happened was misunderstandings and just little irritations, on her part and mine. Its good to see that even when people fight, they can get over it. Holding grudges never gets people anywhere, even though it might feel good at the time.

What is The World Coming To?

Have you ever experience a professor leaving a lecture to make copies of a paper and not come back? I have. This professor has got to be the dumbest fuck I have ever had the displeasure of being taught by. Last semester we had him, and he wasn’t any better. He continually would come to class just to tell us it was cancelled. He never corrected any of our projects, so that when it was time for exams we had no idea if the way were doing our work was correct or not. The answer to all of our questions was always “I’m not quite sure, but you can read about it in the book.” But even after those dumb things today was the worst of all. We were having a lab to write a couple practice programs, but he hadn’t made enough copies for the entire class. He left to go make the copies and the fucker didn’t come back. I mean come on. Who does that. This guy is supposed to be paid to teach us, but apparently he had better things to do. We have also been having teacher evaluations the past couple days, and he was getting a lot of complaints. But the counselors say that there is nothing to do about it because it is too difficult to hire a new teacher, or to change a teacher who has been teaching for long. Fuck the what?! I wanna know how he became a teacher in the first place… Rant over.